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Update: “Why I haven’t been posting.”

Sometimes I wonder why I think of unusual and strange creative things. I love how my mind works. But I worry other people wouldn’t understand my ideas as much. I tend to write and draw in my own unusual way. But I wonder at times if my stories I write are too weird or too different. I like it when I get likes for my stories. Because I write from my heart. I used to try to be impressive. But as I kept on writing fiction and stories, it felt a bit off. What I mean by that is that I may be writing what interests me. But sometimes I worry if my stories are too grotesque, vulgar, or completely off the wall. And i wonder if people like my stories because of my ideas, or how I’ve written it? maybe its one of them, maybe its both. I want people to enjoy my stories and ideas…

But recently, I haven’t been sharing any new stories because I’ve been craving to write something real, not fiction. I’ve wanted to write my ideas down on my blog for a long time that aren’t story based. Just random thoughts and ideas that to come to mind. Which is why I’m writing this. I’m unsure if anyone would be interested in my ideas on creativity and strange thoughts. Actually, I worry I might scare people away with my imaginative ideas. I still love fiction, don’t get me wrong. But I think if I share fiction, I want to write more in an honest and natural, unimpressive, way.

I kind of stressed out about if my stories are too much and if I should stop posting. I did for a while. But I think I’m going to post again. Because its fun to post and see the reactions of how people experience my writing. I took, The Concepts, down because I think it was fun for me to write. But I felt it could’ve been told better and honestly. The ideas were honest. Yet, I didn’t like how I wrote it like random fragments. I’m currently planning it to tell a better sequenced story. And when I do repost the story, I’ll give an update. But I honestly don’t know when I’ll post it. I believe you guys deserve to read a well thought out story. I’m planning to write it in a more season based way. I’m almost done with planning season one and all I have to do is write it. I won’t share it until I have a few episodes finished. And it”ll be written in short installments.

That’s all i wanted to say. Thank you for reading this, if you do. I’ll write more personal like this and sometimes share stories. Like short stories in many genres. That’s all. Again, thank you for reading this and thank you for reading my work. I’m truly grateful.

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